Posted by One Tired Mama on January 11, 2010
I’ve been absent for a while now. Not just absent from this blog, but from my life at home. I burnt out. I gave up. I pretty much walked away. I was ready to move out and leave Fast Boy and Princess with their father. Luckily, financial instability and a good dose of anti-depressants kept me here. I’m glad that I’m back and trying to make things work, but damn it’s hard sometimes!
Yesterday I decided to make a vision board. You know, a visual respresentation of things you want in your life. It’s a Law of Attraction thing. And some unknown part of me decided to make this a family project. My husband was into it. Princess was into it. I had to twist Fast Boy’s arm to go to the store with us to get poster board and glue sticks.
Once we got to the store, Fast Boy began to participate. He voted that we make one big family vision board instead of individual ones. He picked out some other craft things he wanted to try. I was feeling optmistic.
As soon as we got home, Fast Boy went back to the television. Princess and I started looking through magazines to find pictures of things that represent what makes us happy and things we wanted for our future. She was much more materialistic about it than I was, but she is 7 after all. (She found a lava lamp, a television, a telephone, nail polish, a house, a heart and a puppy.) The Boss Man set about finding things on the computer.
I pleaded with Fast Boy to join us. I asked him to make a list of things he wanted and things that make him happy. He just kept watching TV. I was tempted to turn it off, but the battle I would have faced would have put me into a place where the vision board wouldn’t have happened at all. I eventually got him to cut out a few pictures… of breakfast bars, Smuckers PB&J sandwiches and Scooby-Doo videos. Sigh…
Well, the rest of us finished our vision board. We each had our own section, but there was some sharing and overlap. Here is what we ended up with:
There we have, on one piece of poster board, the symbolism of our life. With one big empty dark gray spot. Yes, that’s horrible, but that’s how I’m feeling. I’m trying not to.
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Posted by One Tired Mama on November 2, 2007
Fast Boy has an IEP and was previously placed in the “Exceptional Child Program” for behavioral and emotionally disabled children. We get feedback regarding his behavior on a pretty consistent basis. We see reports on what goals have been set for him and what he needs to improve on. So, I’m sorry that I was completely confused by the “Nurtured Student Letter” that came home from school earlier this week.
I thought it was just another politically correct way of requesting that my son get some more individual attention to help him with his school work. Well, I was right… but not in the way that I thought. Fast Boy has been recommended by his teacher and invited into the “Academically and Intellectually Gifted Program” (AIG) at school. Apparently he is demonstrating mastery of his grade level curriculum, at least in reading.
I’ve always known that ADHD children can be very intelligent (which is what helps him find so much trouble) and that they can become hyper-focused on things they enjoy, but this just stunned me. When the AIG specialist told me that he was interpreting Carl Sandburg poems, I didn’t know how to respond. You just never know what will interest him.
More discussion has to be done before we decide to put him in the program. The AIG classes take place one hour a week outside of the regular classroom. Fast Boy is already out of the classroom twice a week for the EC program. He doesn’t like being removed from his normal class. He is used to that being associated with some disciplinary action. I guess we’ll just have to talk it over and see what he thinks.
I have a call in to the EC program Coordinator to get her opinion as well. I’d like to see him excel and take advantage of the AIG program, but I need to make sure that everything jives together and that Fast Boy’s other special needs are met. For example, if Fast Boy is loving the reading, but is going to lose control because he is asked to write about what he read, can special accommodations be made so that he can type instead? (Handwriting is a frustration point for him that would make him give up.) I want to know that someone is there looking out for him.
I’m so pleased! I hope this works out.
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Posted by One Tired Mama on October 21, 2007
School has been in session for a while now and the Concerta that we put Fast Boy on is obviously helping. Between those two things, I haven’t felt the need to post here as often. (Thank goodness!)
Fast Boy’s behavior at school has definitely improved. It’s still a far cry from what I or his teachers would consider “normal” eight year old behavior, but I have to be grateful for any positive changes. His reports from school have gone from many “reds” down to a few “yellows” and mostly “greens”. So far this year, there has been some pushing and biting, but no hitting people across the face with sticks or sending them to the doctor for potential broken noses. There has been some speaking out of turn in class and some running in the hallways, but no flat-out disobedience or rages in the classroom. Gee… While I’m typing this, it almost does sound like normal eight year old boy behavior. 😉
My concerns about medication side effects are still there though. He appears to be sleeping okay for now, but it is obvious that his appetite and weight have decreased. I haven’t noticed any other changes.
I guess all is okay.
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Posted by One Tired Mama on July 16, 2007
Trying desperately to focus on getting some work done while listening to Princess scream at Fast Boy at the top of her lungs for the n-teenth time, I gave up and distracted myself with some blog surfing. I followed Baggage and Bug over to The Open Window and read for a while. These blogs are written by women who have adopted their children and deal with challenges that make mine look weak. I found myself amazed at their strength and wishing that I had more of it.
I do that a lot. Comparing. It’s not always healthy. It’s not always appropriate. I compare Princess to Fast Boy. I compare Fast Boy to my own brother. I compare myself and our family to the life of my divorced friend and her family. I often wonder how she deals with her two boys at home by herself and how she has to take turns with their father. Why do I do that? Maybe it’s just human nature. I don’t know.
The good news… The result of my comparison is almost always gratitude. Things could be worse than they are. Things are not really that bad. I have a lot to be thankful for. And even though someone else’s situation may be harder, or just different, I remind myself that I too am a strong woman. I need to give myself more credit.
P.S. Remind me of this the next time I’m ripping my hair out of my head due to sheer frustration.
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